Posts tagged god
Posts tagged god
If I only could make a deal with god. Get him to swap our places. Be running up that road. Be running up that hill. Be running up that hill. If I only could.
so i love you. it’s simple. it’s consuming. it’s complicated. it’s blissful. it’s painful. it’s glorious. it’s horrible. o god it’s an enigma.
‘in my head you loved me.’
he blinked several times before answering me.
‘it was never in your head.’
i dared to look him in the eyes.
‘what?’ i asked.
‘when you thought i loved you in your head. it wasn’t. in your head, i mean. i did love you. i do love you.
it was me who blinked several times before answering.
‘dear god, let it be true. because i love you too.’
he smiled then and wrapped me in his arms.
im not allowed to say it
o god can i even think it
im not allowed to feel it
o god can i even reach it
im not allowed to want it
o god can i even need it
im not allowed to crave it
o god can i even desire it
im not allowed to
o god can i even
say
think
feel
reach
want
need
crave
desire
you
love you
o god can i?
