Posts tagged i love you

if you could listen to all i listen to.

if you could see all i see.

if you could feel all i feel.

if you could read all i read.

if you could write all i write.

if you could, if you would, if you do, i cannot say anything but ‘i love you’.

so i love you. it’s simple. it’s consuming. it’s complicated. it’s blissful. it’s painful. it’s glorious. it’s horrible. o god it’s an enigma.

and we sat side by side in silence, and yet it seemed like the whole world was screaming at us. it felt as if i was screaming at you and you were screaming at me but no words were coming out.

i am not sure what you were screaming at me that night.

but i was screaming ‘i love you’ at the top of my lungs, in my heart of hearts.

‘in my head you loved me.’

he blinked several times before answering me.

‘it was never in your head.’

i dared to look him in the eyes.

‘what?’ i asked.

‘when you thought i loved you in your head. it wasn’t. in your head, i mean. i did love you. i do love you.

it was me who blinked several times before answering.

‘dear god, let it be true. because i love you too.’

he smiled then and wrapped me in his arms.